STOP

can u jux simply stop it?
Im tiring...
stop keep on complaining u r lack of money...
I had gave up my dream bcoz of ur nonsense...
you rather spend my money on a mahjong table, 4-digit-number...
Yes...im appreciate u, u r the one who raised me up...
Can I know im ur only kid?
Am i?
I have a brother right? But sometimes its seem like not!
Im only 18! Im only a little girl who suppose to have a happy, funny school life in this age!
But did I ever complaint it to u?
Definately NO!
Im only a little girl u know? But im the only one who support the whole family...
I have a funny father who not working for month? I have a smart brother who holding a diploma cert n not working for weeks? I have a kind mother who only a nanny with a lowest salary...im 18 but turn 19 soon, im the youngest n stupidiest in this family...im holding a DAMN BAD SPM's result n having the highest salary in this family...
Can u imagine how suck is tat?
Yes...im jux fine even I couldn't go through my dream...but then ok...
U never appreciate what I had paid for this family...u broke it again n again...
Thank you n I love you:)

守信^^

i know im always broke my promise xD

what i wanna post always gone xD

eg:1.go to singapore n celebrated X'max ,promised would post the photo n story but,

ended up, failed to do so...

2. the report of 5B, i mean after graduated,

i promised urs to post the characteristic of each person...

although i failed to do so...

but it still keep in my MICROSOFT WORD xD

actually im done it few years ago?!

万事俱备，只欠按post xD

ok~ur guys juz forgive my lazyness^^

but i swear i ll post it one day**

but duno whats the real time...

perhaps next month?

more free mah~

going to have a new life soon...

y i say so?

the situation of w*r*-ing?!

ngek ngek ngek xD

gonna have my hair cut by my beloved barber at sg.long...

yup~someone broke my mushroom head few months ago xD

fortunately bought a cap last year...

cap is always a good good partner with dizzy hair^^ 

now i wan b a 守信用的人...

going to post the tenji's photo ^^

y i sudden转死性？！

teached chinese juz now,

n my little student wrote :

他是一位______的人，说过的事情，一定办到，从不食言。

A.以礼待人 B.真诚 C.守信

n she choosed B =.='

juz realized the BC is always the fun subject xD

why i say so?

all is out from my little students^^

累累的树挂满果实。

死人类。 (its mean 死亡 xD)

父亲节快到了，惠萍马上拨电话向表姐致谢。

blah blah blah...

ok~

juz closed the 38 topic above dulu...

but juz apart from whole album...

my P1 damn hang so juz a little^^

I LOVE THIS MOST

yup~

i do like sweet^^

chocolate or even cake...

all was in my stomatch already...

hahahahaha xD

my aunt yen cute neh~?! xD

BYE BYE~

i havent done "THE PEARL"

cham loh...
i havent finish my homework...
what to do yah?!
somemore needed to sumarize it ><
wanna hand in soon...yiak~!><

opened back^^

as urs know,,,

the every time i closed my blog...

bcoz im syok lah~

not lah...

im juz re-designed my blog nia...

yes~

im going to quit from the teaching life...

so changed my blog skin too...xD

i found this out of hundred blog skin...

but still failed to found "一见钟情" geh blog skin...

if urs ever leave comment in my chat box...

sure urs know my chat box has a cow cow punya...

i lost it T^T

im so proud n excited when i successed to create it...

its teaching by my blogger-friend>miyuki...

she closed her blog n we lost contract T^T

i lost my cow cow at the same moment, yiak~><

btw,,,im still finding a music box...

yes~i do have a music box before but...

not so suit me...

it cant play a song smoothly but always hang hang dei...

so im juz deleted it **

dont know the reason...

i do love to blog my every little things recently yah~

bye bye...

its 11:05pm now...

havent take bath xD

IM NOT LAT TAT MAU

i do like to take bath before bed nia...

would close my blog for one day^^

aiyoyo~

readed back my previous blog---

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/rainykaw

juz realized im a blog-lover in the PAST xD

sure would coming up n post somethings which special+nonsence around 5-6 times per week.

do like to post every little things which occured in my school+tuition+bla blah blahh.

now adays geh orang like me?!

ngiak ngiakk ngiakkk

 ada mood datanglah...

tak ada mood pergilah...

what im aiyoyo for?!

the new teacher came on monday but gone on tuesday=.='''

lol~

btw,,,i cant also force her punya lah~

she felt this job was nt suit her mah...

as what im think xD

she too soft~

yes!!!

althought im quite childish infront of urs...

but when u ask my students...

i assure them will answer u im like garang like harimau xD

stop talking about my teaching life liao~

tell urs a secret~

pls keep it well n dont tell others yah~

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i became more n more n more pretty liao xD

dont urs think so?!

no lah~

my bro n i decided to give mommy n daddy a birthday suprises^^

香蕉人？！

今天突然心血来潮，

有种想用华语的冲动。。。

最近不知是否太热衷于英文的快，省时的感觉。。。

稍微忽略了华语，

导致现在打起华语来都慢了几拍，甚至是脱拍 xD

再加上，

不知哪个混蛋把我的Google换成MSPY，

超慢的说，

好比那乌龟，

打到这儿，

终于换回我心爱的Google了，

加速前进^^

话说，

星期日到计划已久的TENJI用餐，

本来想说去jogoya，

但是听闻TENJI比jogoya好吃，

而且也比较近^^

拿到照片再向您汇报，

总觉得有照片的文章特别吸引^^

现今社会，人心惶惶，

大家都担心日本食物受污染，

但是我却很豁达的想：为什么身边的人越来越龟毛，

总是担心这，担心那，

也不是说我想法特别偏激或是什么，

我就是有一种感觉，

我不相信，世界会末日，

真的，我由始至终都不曾相信过，

如果，我说是如果真有那么一天，

那对我而言，对我，

那是一件多么棒的事，

无需心疼亲人的离去，

也无需担心在世的亲人为我的离去而伤心，

咱们又能在一个新世界相遇，然后相处^^

某天，终于按耐不住，

发声于龟毛人，

他肃静，我暗笑，

只觉得我好卑鄙 xD

今天的我特别有感触，

或许，

即将离开伤心地？！

亦或者，

这个星期日，

将是我有生以来第一次参与扫墓活动？！

你不相信？！

对！

你可以来我家，

向我父母询问详情，

每年，

我都一如往常的回乡，

但却熟睡在暖暖的被窝里，

尤记得小学生涯的某一年，

终于开口问母亲大人：咪～叔叔他们酱早起身去那里？我也要去可不可以？

母亲大人朦朦胧胧的回答我一句：睡觉=.='''

然后我就假装睡觉，耳朵却挣得大大的偷听门外的动静，

而送他们出门。

今早，

我很好奇的向母亲大人打听墓场的气氛，

是否如鬼片中的诡异，

有点期待却有点紧张，

毕竟我对这个地方一点也不熟悉。

最近，

有股冲动，

好像尝试一个人看电影，

那种感觉会是怎样的呢？

有点让我想探索**

对啦，

不要理我就对了，

最近脑子里的线搭错了，

导致我神经错乱xD

我现在只想有头无尾的结束我的blog xDDDD

小杂波（transfer to hokkien plz~^^)

lazy~

the lazy song
cant post it's video bcoz failed to found it's embeded code...
juz click in the link^^

found from nel's fb...

its super duper match with my ideas now...
TODAY I DON'T FEEL LIKE DOING ANYTHING

yeah~im getting complaint by parents today...

one of my student who std5...

she failed her BM 1 due to her reckless...

n sure she gt rotan by me...

frankly speaking,,,

its not rotan pun...

its a LONG RULER!!!

her BM 2-karangan make me more speechless=.='''

its gaving 3 titles,

1] kawan karib saya

2]tuliskan pengalaman anda pada cuti sekolah yang lalu.

3]tuliskan sepucuk surat kepada sahabatmu tentang anda berpindah ke rumah baru...

she choosed NO3...

sure she done the format of surat...

n she began her isi with pada cuti sekolah yang lalu

w t f ><

whats wrong with her???

or its my problem...

im still thinking of that every day!!!

another paper which make me more=.=' is her BI 2

its really make me speechless

what i teached,,,

she juz throw back to me,,,

after that,,,i gave the same questions to her...

she can DONE it u-know???

other student is getting rotan for their reckless...

but i couldn't rotan her,,,

what ll my students think of???

otherwise...its UNFAIR ok???

yesterday,,,

discussed with my mom abt MH & SIA's recruitment...

i decided to go for interview...

waited for a year, n its wasted if i din go,,,

im nt sure whether how long i should wait for...

the first respon of my mom is:

你一定要去做酱的工咩？你表做不能的咩？做一份安安定定的工不是更好？

现在这样的世界，你能确保你有命去享咩？

ended up she spoke out...

i know she opposed me when im taking the course...

but she nvr tell me abt her opinion...

she juz keeped quiet n show me a poker face...

and my dad thought me taking clerk but nt stewardess...

how should i tell him:

爸，我去飞啊～

im going to kill some one soon~

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my LITTLE moon,hApPy BiRtDaY^^

have abandoned my blog for a few days?!xD

OK,back to the main topic...

today is ours little moon geh birthday,

my 'geli' partner? xD

yeah~she is the one who willing to accompany me act all the 'geli' things^^

she is the who willing to 38 with me when others were sigh-ing

she is the one who i can chatting until AM^^ on MSN

although now is no more...

she is the one who will also 38 with me on MSN

see,,,

here she is... 

truthly,,,

except bee n loke...

u re my super duper best-est friend u-know^^

cant fall asleep liao leh xD

btw,,,although u're older then me but erh hmm hmm xD

U-KNOW,I-KNOW lah^^

next its time to blog my genting trip...

so enjoy reading^^

18th of march

went to genting with my beloved family...

what a suck trip =p

the first day we went there,its RAINing...

its stoped until evening...

while we decided to go for pasar malam around 7++...

its RAINing again><( a happy rainy day )

ok ok its ok~

we go for shopping =D

only my cuosin,xiang n my aunt tin were going to pm n bought some foods...

the foods is even cheaper than indoor but...

i prefer CUP NOODLES n my MAYONIS-EGG-BOILED SANDWICHES xD

this is my products?! xD

forgot to shoot down my aunt tin's mayonis-cucumber- ham sanwiches

n baked sausage...

its very nice...

i begged u ll nvr try this before...

ours sausage n ham were baking by oven...

not so oily n nvr lost its flavor^^

some more my aunt yen's herbal-egg-boiled[cha yip dan]

enjoyable =D

afterward,,,its elder's times~CASINO =X

they all were 全军覆没

19th of march

we booked the ticket on net bcoz its more cheaper...

cost RM35 for adult n RM20 for children...

but its finished...

so the price we bought is RM41...

 children maintain...

the very first time that i hope im 12yrs old xD

so it can save my mom's pocket money xD

suck~

its RAINing again...

we cant returned the ticket pun...

althought its RAINing...

but we still have to go n play some games...

all the exciting games CLOSED...

we cant play at all...

what we can play is only erh hmm hmm...

go around n around...

nothing to do,,,

so we all queue up for getting balloon from clown...

i got lollipop geh balloon ^^

my little cousins gt butterfly,gun,sword n blah blah blah...

time flies~

how long we waited for...

ended up the RAIN stoped...

so we queue up for playing pirates's ship...

we so exicted for it...

bcoz we have waited for a long time^^

ok~when its ours turn...

its RAINing again T.T

the stupid staff still sat inside the pavilion n let us get wet by the rain ><

we all juz climbed out u-know,ish~

ok~its not much to say...

we juz gave up n backed...

on the way home...

my little cousin,yun VOMITTED...

oh my godness...

thats y i said this is a SUCK trip*sigh*

n i think i will nvr forget this nice trip =P

im still failed to capture by using mirror lah~

my baby sister^^

when im carrying her someone is coming n asked me:你先生叻？

im juz answered:他是我妹妹=.=

hello~im havent married lah><

did i look old huh?!

我又回来了 xD

im coming back...

solved my super duper veli beli kacau punya problem...

ya ya ya,,,is quite emo recently...

but recover as soon after meet up with my dearEST frz...

my bee bee n loke loke...xD

BEE i knw u r reading my blog xD

btw,,,wanna say THANK YOURS for willing to listen my complaint...

i knw im talk-active,,,

the every times we're dating out...

even im the one who talk a LOTTTT...

bt urs nvr nvr nvr feel like im soooooo sibuk with cakap...

even im the one who finished the dishes at LASTTTT...

bt urs still willing to wait for me...

i knw urs will nvr let me alone due to im too CUTE xD

yup yup yup...

having SNOWFLAKE at KOTA DAMANSARA(see im still remember the place leh~)

even not really knw the way go **

abang kakak adik juz tengok picha ^^

 

im still wondering...

how many times we have going out...

but nvr take picture...

this is the very 1st time...

or perhaps we were bz-ing with chit-chat yah? xD

or perhaps I m bz-ing with chit-chat xD

wanna share some funny things with my blog-reader...

but going to keep all my stuff dulu lah~

going to genting 2morow...

although the place which im going the most xD

but after u solved yr problem,,,

n getting the chance to take a deep deep breath...

its feel so good,so nice,so comfort so erm so ermmmmm~

u-knw i-knw lah~xD

juz a short short post...

but its better the NOthing xD

心血来潮

不知道为什么，好想写一篇作文。题目是“美女尼毕业后的生活经验”

        1992年10月16日，一位听说眼睛小得看不见，鼻子扁得有如没有鼻骨，身形瘦得像只小猫的小女孩出生了。

   

    据她母亲大人说：“我半夜肚子很饿很饿，打电话叫你老爸打包一包罗面大的去医院给我吃，怎知那边一吃完，上完mm mm，那边胎水就破了，进产房不到几分钟你也跟着mm出来了。”之后，就生出个贪吃猫。

    据她父亲大人说：“你啊？我去医生楼，那个米西跟我讲她在垃圾桶zap到，问我要表，就随便抱回来咯～你还有在垃圾桶里拍照的照片作证。”长大后的女孩看回那张‘垃圾’照，她才发现那根本不是什么所谓的‘垃圾桶’，只是普通的藤蓝。

   

    女孩在两位大人的爱护和细心照顾下，终于长大成人。她虽然不是什么千金小姐，也没什么家庭背景，她却宠爱在一身。不论是姑姑还是叔叔，不论是阿姨还是舅舅，甚至是表哥表姐，都非常非常照顾她。只要女孩想去哪里，多远的路途；只要女孩想买什么，多么的贵重；只要女孩想做什么，多么的不可理喻，她身后的这整大座的靠山总在她身后。

   长大后的女孩梦想着成为一名空姐，那座山曾经动摇了。她坚持着拿出自己打工赚来的储蓄，头也不回的报读了空姐预备班。在她正式上课的第一天，却碰见了一针见血，黑脸包公--院长。传说中的院长是多么的庄严，对学生的种种表现是多么的挑剔，看见学生打瞌睡就马上大声的责骂并罚站让女孩不寒而栗。相反地，院长夫人却是个温柔贤淑，和蔼可亲的大好人。她对女孩的打扮，细声的给了意见，对女孩的表现加以鼓励。这让女孩紧张得发冷的手脚顿时暖和了起来。女孩慢慢的习惯了那里的生活。突然有一天，正课老师缺席了，却传来一个让女孩怕的手脚发抖的消息---院长代课。不仅仅是这位女孩，就连坐在女孩身边的男孩也怕得手在发抖，女孩扑鼻一笑。当然男孩是想成为空少。此时，等候已久的包公院长出现了，大伙儿吓得像只老鼠的逃进课室。这懵懂的女孩却上前替他打开密码门，在伴随他进入课室。而女孩并没有被自己突如其来的举止吓坏，心里只想到：糟糕，院长等下一定更容易发飙。因为跟在院长的女孩嗅到了一股股浓浓的---风油味。轮流完成各自的presentation后，风油味甚重的院长果然向各位发射枪弹。但，他却对女孩称赞了一番。

这并没有令女孩感到开心，只想到放学后所听到那酸溜溜的话不仅叹了一叹。女孩的脑海一直回想着那句令人发闷的话：你就好啦～！院长很少称赞人，今天当着酱多人的面称赞你～！那句话其实并没那么刺耳，只是话中话和那语气就......

    女孩并没有如愿，也没一毕业后就踏入飞行生涯。因为她的内心多了一丝丝的挣扎。但，她并没有放弃，即使听到一些难听的话：好听就叫空姐，不好听就叫‘高级鸡’；在外人眼里的空姐是为了钓到金龟......这种种的话是女孩被人当面诉说，亲耳听闻。但，知道女孩之所以想成空姐原因的人却是少之又少。

    女孩曾打过短暂工，当过幼稚园老师，甚至是现在的补习老师。以上的一切都没有让女孩开心过。她还是想念当空姐的梦想。但，她什么时候能如愿也无人能知，或许一辈子也不能如愿。她报读这课程，其实是瞒着她的父亲大人的。而当然纸是包不住火的，但所幸的是纸还没被烧毁，却也不知什么时候会被烧毁。

   女孩，为什么哭泣，

难道心中藏着不如意，

女孩，为什么哭泣，

难道心中躲着忧郁，

年纪轻轻，不要轻叹气，

快乐年龄，不好轻哭泣，

烦恼忧郁，忘掉那不如意，

走出屋外，让我们看云去。

brave xD

wohoo~

im still having the spare time to blog my life now xD

time flies~

although im rushing with time but im still free to come here ya...

yup! yup! yup!

a word which can explain my situation now is 'BUSY'

the exam is around the corner...

BUT NOT ME xD

is is is my beloved love love students...

busy for every little things...

prepared the teaching materials,,,

whats full of my mind is question question question...

n my working bag is full of question papers...

what kind of question would come out...

which chapter would be selected(some of the school nvr give the tips><)

and the main topic is...

im just realize...

there are many choices infront of you IF you are WILLING to step forward...

n its WORK...

the past,,,im always hided in the corner...

ended up,,,im having the BRAVE n step forward...

n found that quite many choices infront of me now ya...

how fool  m i in the past???

im still wondering which road i should taken for???

plz gimme an ideal or even a solution...

A+B=1

C=2

D=3

A+C=4

A+D=5

there are 5 equations above...

A is always make me confused n tiring...

B is not a best choice but is also nt a worst choice...

C n D are being in the same level...

but which should i quit it out???

cant sleep well recently...

work so hard to figure out the solution...

solved it few days ago...

BUT

ended up failed to do so...

think it seriously+deeply...

n my brain is going BI ZA BOMM xD

wei~tell u truth...

i HAVENT take my BATH yet xD

正式开幕～！^^

我们家的第一间补习中心今天正式开幕^^
不过也没特别举行什么仪式，，，
就简单的搬迁过去。。。

装修的装修完毕，，，
修理的修理完毕，，，
清洁的当然也清洁完毕啦xD
只欠隔4间房，，，
庆幸某位家长也有做partition。。。
亏之前还到处找最便宜的商家 xD

不过感觉还不赖，，，
对了对了，，，
咱们还欠白板。。。

不对不对～
应该是玻璃板xD
老哥说想用那种white marker pen的。。。
很期待0o0
都不懂找到没有，，，
等下害我一场欢喜一场空=，=

大概就酱。。。

上个星期六帮我家爸妈的房间大扫除，，，
没办法，，，
只有我一个人两双手，，，
妈咪刚开刀不方便，，，
我家两位先生是要来摆美的，，，
逼得我只好一个星期收拾一边，，，
幸亏我家不大xD

隔天就到金河扫货。。。
妈咪就两手空空。。。
我和妈咪还打算从12点走到9点多才回，，，
结果载我们去的司机烦死人，，，
一直问好了吗好了吗，，，
我家的两位先生除了可以偶尔充当司机和付钱佬以外，，，
真是HAIZZZZZ～～

不用紧不用紧，，，
我和mami还plan这个礼拜到底要去哪一站好，，，
只有我们俩条 xD

bye～～～

ITS 1/1/2011 ^^

its 1/1/2011 xD